Emerging…

I know that all of our lives have ups and downs but we seem to be on a rollercoaster ride.  In my last blog, I talked about being forced to stop.  Last week, it got even worse; I had a stupid cold and could barely keep my eyes open.  I spent a week sleeping blowing and blinking!  I began to wonder if I’d ever feel like me again.

I had a busy week planned this week and was worried that I simply couldn’t do it all.  However, with Monday’s dawn, my energy came back and I cleaned, I cooked, I entertained and I felt like me again! 

I realise that this journey will have many more ups and downs for us all, but today, I feel I’m in a more stable place and if not in control, at least able to accept that the waiting too can be part of the journey, can be positive, can be part of the healing too.  Sometimes when you can do nothing, accepting that is the best thing you can do!

I embrace emerging experience.
I participate in discovery.
I am a butterfly.
I am not a butterfly collector.
I want the experience of the butterfly.      William Stafford

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